ahh finally in my first actual mature relationship :) learning so many things about the nature of love.. human relationships.. companionship… sacrifice.. perspective.. communication..appreciation.. responsibility..
all i keep thinking is whoa…
whoa. i thought id be alone for years.
whoa. someone i like fucking FINALLLLLLLY fucking FINALLYY@!@!! likes me back??
whoa. being in a relationship is pretty nice.
whoa. im a million miles away from being a perfect boyfriend.
whoa. whered all my fucking money go?!
whoa, whered all my friends go!!
whoa. is this the right direction?
i just got a laptop for christmas and ive just noticed how my life has drastically changed. maybe not drastically but the little things are all different. its changed where i sit in my room, my posture when i sit or lay down, what consumes the most time at home, what i do on breaks, how i study and what i do at school. i wonder.. if this is good or bad.